exams . holiday . prom

Now listening - 因为有爱 Danny温力铭

It has been nearly a month since my last post. Was having my exam during the past 3 weeks. Actually I am still having exam, still waiting for my last paper which is on the 8th of June, so I'm "half-merdeka" now.

Since we do not have any paper until 11 days laters, so I went straight to 1U to get my prom dress after my chem paper 1 on Friday with Chee Fong. After searching for almost all shops in the new phase and old phase, both our legs were aching, finally got mine in Rest & Relax but poor Chee Fong still couldn't get a suitable one. There was 70% discount for the dress I bought, so I paid only RM54 where the original price was RM179. Cheap huh? bwahahaha! means I can spent more money on others. Hmm... what else do I need? handbag? No, I can use my sister's. Sandals? I think I can either wear my sister's or my old one(not very old tho' because I'd wore it only for a few times during CNY) since the colour of my dress kinda match with it. Earings and necklace? already have it and it won't cost much if I buy. Therefore basically I have nothing else to spend but only on my nails. Definately can spend more than RM20 which was my original plan for now, can get better designs. Maybe can consider for my toes too!

~Harry Potter~

Now listening - Susan说 David Tao



Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince(Book 6). This book is going to release on the 16th of July, which means after my AS exam. Haha! can read for all day long =P
Wondering who is the "half-blood prince", J.K. Rowling said definately is not Harry Potter. So who can it be? Ron? Malfoy? and someone is going to die in this epidsode too! rumour says that is Cho Chang, Harry's girlfriend. Can't wait to read it!

yesterday

Now listening - All Out of Love Air Supply

Thank you everyone! Thanks for your sms-es, calls, cards, e-cards, testimonials... Thank you!
19. This is my last "teen", the following years will be "ty". Darn! So fast!

Yesterday my mom brought me and Teng to Nando's for lunch because she had to attend a wedding dinner with dad. Thank you ma! Then dinner, went TGIF with my sisters and Ying's bf. Waited for about an hour for the food to come due some errors. So we got a plate of free "buffalo wings", just normal chicken wings actually, super sour. The meal was nice and err... tiring, our(me, Teng and Ying) jaws were so tired for chewing the ribeye. but the BBQ beef was nice. Then I had a mixed cocktail- Ultimate margarita *slurp* Suppose to share it with Teng, but she cannot take that vodka taste. So end up I finish the whole glass *slurp *slurp =p Hehe... cocktails are great!

my weekends

Last Saturday was Tmn SEA sports day and that night was guides gathering. I would say that the gathering was a successful one although it was just an intra-school event. Below are some pictures of the gathering. Yes, only some, because it was too dark.


nice banner


opening dance


opening ceremony


Sunday night was Twins "party" which held in The Mines Wonderland Amphitheater Stage. There were so so so many people. About 5000++ people in a place that actually only fits 3500 people and a lot of them even those who were holding VIP tickets were rejected from entering the theater because it was TOO packed. Me and Teng were holding normal tickets, but eventually we went to the VIP seats. No wait, it is the staircase of VIP seats because there were no more place(not even staircase) left in the normal seats. Below are some pictures of that night.

Twins

Yeah! I'm going for Twins' 见习爱神Twins VS 星座小王子 非常hip friend星光游乐园大party on this Sunday! woot~~~
Well, I'm not a big fan of Twins, but since there are free tickets, why not? Hmmm... I might get some VIP tickets from my sister as well. Hopefully she manage to get it from her friend. So, I might have some extra tickets, anyone interested?

NO.89757

Yea, so this is JJ's new album - NO.89757

1.一千年以前 - a thousand years before
2.木乃伊 - the mummy
3.编号89757-no.89757
4.莎士比亚的天份 - shakespeare's talent
5.突然累了- down lately
6.明天 -tomorrow
7.简简单单 - simply
8.无尽的思念 - i miss u
9.盗- thou shall not steal
10.听不懂 没关系 - gibberish
11.來不及了 - we're out of time
12.一千年以后 - a thousand years later
Bonus Track
13.被风吹过的夏天 - breezy summer day

MV of NO.89757
or you can try to listen to the others from here(just click on the windows media player icon)
if you couldn't listen from that website, just tell me, because I have already ripped all the songs into the computer. =P I'll send to you(msn)

Personally, I recommend the 2nd, 3rd, 7th, 8th and 12th track. Others are not bad too.

holidays

Today is the second day of my 2 weeks holidays, or I should say study break. AS Trial just ended on Thursday. Papers on Thursday were terrible. First paper was Chem 1, it was a total disaster! Like what Sandy said, you can't do it even you have studied. I was practicing my shooting skill for ~more than half of the questions. Just imagine how difficult that paper was. So, I was demoralised since the first paper of the day. One down, three more to go. Next paper was Chem 2, started 10 mins after the first paper. This paper was easier as compared to paper 1 but sadly, I still couldn't do. X_X I couldn't think properly. I was confused with what I have studied, mixed up what reagents, conditions should be used for what reactions. I even forgot the names for reactions. And again, I don't have enough time to finish the paper. Oh, stupid me!

2 hours later after lunch break, is Maths paper6-statistics. This paper wasn't that difficult. Blame myself for not doing enough of exercises before exam, blame my maths teacher for not doing ANY revision with us. "I've already done it with you last semester, I'm going to continue with your A2 syllabus." Hello? that was last semester before our semester exam. We have been doing A2 syllabus since the beginning of this semester. After so many months not touching on AS syllabus, she should at least take one lesson to do some revision with us before we go for our Trial exam. Other classes even have a few days of revision. I don't like this teacher. No, is WE don't like this teacher!

Finally, the last paper of the day- Moral Education. Although it was not under AS Trial, it is the real exam(means no more LAN classes after this, merdeka!) , non of us have studied for it the day before. We don't have time to spare for it. Who cares about LAN subjects.

My classmates are addict to gunbound. Almost half of the class have gunbound account, including me =P but I'm not addicted to it YET. I hope I won't. There was a one and a half hour break before LAN paper starts, some of my friends even went cc for gunbound. I didn't go, I'm a good girl... haha! I don't have money la, I'm broke, yes, still... No more going out with friends, although I seldom go out. I couldn't afford it. I need to save up money for my prom which going to held in June with the Jan04 intake(I'm July04 intake). $_$

tomorrow...

currently: having AS trial... X_X tomorrow is my first practical test, ahhhhhhh!!!!!! i'm so so so scared......don't give me those lungs slaids, I'll faint on the spot, and the physio part, pray hard that food tests will coming out... oh pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

And, JJ's new album is coming out tomorrow! woot~ finally..... waited for so long, wait until my neck also long already...

so now, I'm hoping today will end later, so I have more time to prepare for my bio practical. On the other hand, I'm looking forward for tomorrow, I want to listen to JJ's new songs. Ahh... what is this man...

=P

Yay! Mr Mario Max is back!

Oh ya, I'm broke...... x_x ..... $$$, I need more $$$......

过渡期

嘻嘻... 林俊杰的<<天使心>>还真的很管用哦! 今天的心情真的好多了!可能昨晚天使真的是来过吧! 心情好了,胃口自然也好. 午餐,吃了一份大份的麦香鸡+一杯McFlurry. 我自己一个人吃完喔!就好像接力赛一样, 吃完汉堡, 吃薯條, 再吃雪糕, 再把汽水喝完. 虽然对某些人没什么大不了, 可是对我来说呢, 已经是很了不起了. 换做是平常的我, 一份中餐已经很饱了, 汽水还要带着走呢!

"......甚至一些大家都通常无法顺利过关的过渡期. 过渡期是一个很可怕的经历, 就是当你和朋友忽然发现对方原来不是完美的时候, 发现对方的缺点为何一夜之间都被放大得如此触目惊心的时候.
那是一个可怕的考验, 因为你会忽然朋友的一个微不足道的小动作, 一句无心的笑话, 甚至已经习以为常的口臭. 好笑吧. 很多人在过渡期的时候, 两个曾经形影不离的好朋友就这样渐行渐远了, 很可惜......" -陈颖见-

我想我现在所经历的, 就是所谓的过渡期吧!
心情好了点, 头脑也比较清醒. 无论事情有多艰苦, 总有熬得过的一天. 所谓"山重水复疑无路, 柳暗花明有一村." 对不对? 我想我是熬得过去的. 我仍然想做回笨的我, 我需要朋友, 我爱我的朋友. 我想, 笨, 还是会有好处吧!

乞怜

"在无常的风风雨雨,
人变得自作自受..."

我是自作自受吗?

在自己网页, 道出内心世界, 有错也?

上篇稿, 有者误以为影射着他, 孰不知其实另有其人. 虽有点不爽, 但我同情他处境, 没怪他. 可他怎没弄清真相, 就诬告我在这乞怜? 乞求怜悯, 这字眼也未免太伤人了吧? 这可是我网上日记耶, 没发言自由? 须向他人交代? 拒绝留言问候, 是因我只想独自解决, 不想劳烦他人, 绝无其它用意.

使用半古半今之华语, 只因不想让那会老外语, 对华语有少许了解的朋友阅到. 免得又引起误会, 又说我博取同情... 除非他找人做翻译吧!

唉... 我真是受不住了. 老天爷呀! 为什么人生总有那么多波折? 就是要有风风雨雨, 不能只有风平浪静吗?

算了, 去听林俊杰的<<天使心>>去吧!
天使呀! 拿走我所有的心事吧!

-天使心-

看妳在闹　看妳在笑　看妳的眼泪在掉　听你在深夜里祈祷
看妳在忙　看你偷懒　看你对天空吶喊　听妳说妳很烦
我可以飞　我不会累　我擦过妳的眼泪　妳却从来没见过我
我发着光　白色的光　曾掠过妳的脸庞　我懂妳的心事
只因为我是妳的Angel
当妳碰到任何困难　我会守在一旁　带你越过每一座山
世界总有光明黑暗　至少有我做伴　就让我陪妳到天亮
人心冷漠让妳绝望　妳有我在身旁　不用到处寻找希望
我这里是　安全地带　配合妳的生活节拍　别怀疑有我的存在
妳闭上眼　临睡以前　我就会在妳耳边　拿走妳的心事
Baby 我是妳的 Angel

friends?

Call me narrow-minded, I don't care. I don't care who is reading this post, whether you like it or not, it is my blog. Continue reading if you think you can take it, otherwise please leave.

After so many incidents, I'm not sure whether I should still take friendship so seriously in my life or not. Is it worth it? I ask myself. I don't know. I love my friends and I take friendship as another important relationship after my family. Ok, maybe is not like I have sacrify my life or something very important on them. But what about the time I spent, my efforts to make sure everyone is still keep in touch? Did anyone appreciate it? or am I just being a busybody for doing all these 'unnecessary' things? What do I get in return? Care? They just act like, whatever, it's your thing, i don't care, I didn't force you to do it. For instance, when there's a reunion party, not matter for primary or secondary school, they tend to give lots of excuses for not coming. Like, I'm very tired, very lazy, don't feel like going, no transport(where they actually have), parents don't allow(where they actually go out nearly every weekends), I have to go to churh/temple(can't you just miss ONCE for the sake of seeing your friends whom you have not seen them for years? not even ONCE?). Not everyone can go out so easily. Some people like me have to fight really hard with their parents to get a chance to meet up with friends.

Why am I so stubborn? Why didn't I learnt from the past? I'd try not to remember what happened last time because I told myself that they didn't do it on purpose. But why must similar things happen and happen again? Whether they did it intentionally or unintentionally, I don't know. All I know is, it hurts! I don't need messages, comments or calls for asking whether I'm alright or not. I don't need messages like friendship forever, pals forever... Do you really mean forever when you send this out? And I don't need your apologise. I want a true friendship! I want friends that treat friendship truely from their heart!

Okay, this is another emotional post. I need a place to shout out. I'm sorry for making my beloved sister, Jing worried about me. Yi cheh, please don't tell mom and ask me about this post. I'm not okay, this is what I can tell you now. But don't worry, I won't do stupid things. Just give me a few days to calm down myself. What I'll do next is to concentrate on my studies and get prepared for my AS trial.

Snoopy!

Look at these chewing gums I bought from a shop near college. Aren't they cute?
Should I keep or eat them?












I still can't do my maths...... ohh... someone please help me!!!

shame on you!

I'm a 100% pure chinese and I'm proud of it! Listening to chinese songs and speaking chinese is not a shame. English in not everything! "we are living in a multiracial society, so we have to mix around, listening to other songs, speaking other languages". I don't see you listening to either malay or tamil songs, do you? It's an excuse! It doesn't means we can leave out our own language. How come some chinese always ignore chinese who speaks chinese, and think they have higher standard than the others just because they speak english, not chinese? How can you call yourself a chinese if you can't read or even speak a single chinese word. You should be shame of yourself!

integration

one word, STRESSSSSSSSS..................

am i?

Today, one of my new classmates told me,
Melissa: Eh, suet yee, why you everyday also so happy wan ar?
Me: Err.. izzit?
Melissa: Yes! everytime also smiling and laughing...

Everytime it seems, she just haven't seen the other side of me. I can be really quite too, not talking a single person for the whole day. Yes, I can. Even when my families talking to me or asking me something, I'll just reply them with a short and simple answer, nothing more. And I was very hot tempered during high school. I used to get angry really fast and will get irritated by tiny tiny tiny matter. Actually I think I'm still but not to my friends anymore because I've learned something a few years back. I was so pissed, it is all because of 'I care!' thats why I was angry. but I found that I can't rely everything on my friends. Not everyone will actually treasure friendship. And recently, I thought I have really nice friends, I was wrong. It's so difficult to find a true friendship. I shall not say more.

Choi san dou! choi san dou!

Okie, before i forget, are there anymore opinions on euthanasia(refer to last post)? Thank you girls for all of your opinions! I really appreciate it!

Haha! This afternoon was superb! There were 8 of them who came, Li-Huey is the only girl and the rest were guys. It's been almost a year since my last time seeing some of them. Managed to do some catching up with them, then later on, it's gamble time! my gosh, I've been losing money during the last 3 gambling sessions with my family. I thought it will be the same thing for this time because I've been losing for the 1st few rounds, always got 1 0r 2 points more than 21. Since I'm the "chongker"(no one wants ro be the chongker again this year...), so i had to pay all the players... sigh~~~ But the good thing is my luck came after the 1st few round. There was once I got 21 with 5 cards! whoo! triple! The num of players were getting lesser as time goes, because all no more money already. Muahahaha! They are with me now! $_$ . Hehe... next year come again yea? THANKS for coming!

Finally, I got my creative muvo slim yesterday. Headed to KL after college with Jing.


my pink muvo slim



really slim huh?



inside a free casing



with a pink earphone which I bought later

When we were on our way from sg. wang to isetan to buy my mom's birthday present, suddenly an indian man(middle age) with dirty clothings in front shouted at us: apa? cuci bawah! Me n Jing had a shocked. Then we pretended nothing happened and walked pass him. I was so scared when i passed him, it's not that i scared he'll suddenly hold me or do anything to me. If he dares I'll just fight back and pour my ice-blended sour plum at his bawah. stupid psychotic ppl! It was because he was holding a long wooden stick at that time, I was so scared he'll suddenly hit me with it but luckily he didn't. phew~~~

Just to warn you ppl, there's a flesher always hanging in front of Tmn SEA high school these days. Is a chinese man, no glasses, black n short wavy hair, round nose n no very fair complexion. Details of his car: toyota unser, metallic light blue with silver bars at the bottom, no. plate WLS 5529. For more, read it from elane's blog. So whoever is studying there now, please be more careful.

That's it for today's post!

assignment...

I'm doing a LAN(moral studies) assignment now. The topic is "should euthanasia be legalised?" I'm doing a survey about it. so please tell me whether you are supporting it or not and why. please give me your comments by clicking the "ang pau for me?" below this post because i don't want my tag-board flooded by these comments. thanks! By the way, my group decided to do euthanasia should not be legalised because we think there's more points although we actually think that it should be legalised.

oh yah, for your information, my moral studies lecturer is the same as my m'sian studies lecturer. oh gosh... there's so many other lecturers, why must they give us the same OLD one??? sigh~~~ 6 more weeks to go. #_# Those who read my previous posts will know how he's like... i'm lazy to repeat everything...

I'm kinda addicted to neopets these days. Yes, again. Stopped playing for more than a year already, then a few weeks ago, suddenly feel like playing it again. I know it's childish, but some of the games there are fun, at least i do think so. A good thing to do when you've got nothing to do, like me. Wait, I still haven't done my maths assignment yet. So it should be 'a good thing to do when you do not want to do the thing you need to do'. ok, it's lame...

Saw an advertisement of ipod shuffle a few days ago, it's so nice!!! so small! Cost RM499 for 512MB and RM 799 for 1GB. I was thinking of buying the 512MB one, but then it doesn't have a LCD screen. Means you won't know the details of the song you are listening to. And the songs are all shuffled, so it's kinda difficult to look for the song you want. Thus, my target move from ipod shuffle to creative muvo slim which cost RM370 for 256MB. These are the features:

USB2.0 for super fast file transfer
Built-in FM radio and FM recorder with 32 presets
Built-in microphone for voice recording
5-band custom equalizer and 4 presets (Jazz, Rock, Pop and Classical)
High Quality Neodymium earphones
Removable Li-ion battery - recharges via USB
Simple drag-and-drop for music and data files
Stores data files such as photos and presentations
Displays ID3 tags for song title
Weight: 1.2oz
Up to 17hrs* of continuous playtime
Signal-to-Noise Ratio: >90dB
Frequency Response: 20Hz to 20kHz
Harmonic Distortion Output: <0.05%
for more info, go to
http://www.nomadworld.com/products/muvo_slim/welcome.asp

after seeing all the features, it makes me want to buy it so badly. I want it! I want it! I want it! Somemore now I can download free songs from www.ting163.cn. It's a china website with variety of singer and brand new albums for download. By the way, the song-Jiang Nan sang by JJ. is so nice... I heart it! I like it! I love it! I adore it!

new sandals! new hair cut!

Went to Sg. Wang with my aunty n cousin. Thank you, yaku! for purposely bringing me there for my hair cut, thank you so muchie! Waited from 1:30 to about 3:00 for the hair stylist to cut my hair. No choice, because the hair stylist is very good, he's a pro. stylist, many ppl appointed him to cut their hair including me... hehe... my haircut cost RM70. I don't think it's expensive, not very cheap though, just normal prize la. Including shampoo, cut, n dry. Somemore it's from a pro. stylist, ok la. Supposed to be RM65 only, but then it's near new year so additional RM5 were charged.

Finally, finish my hair cut at 4:30 n I'm happy with it. In fact it's very nice, love it! Then we walked around n I bought a pair of sandals from nose. yay! finally found one which I like n suits me!

Hmm... I'm tired now... +_+