1 day till CNY...

Yeah! So tomorrow is CNY!
Went Tmn Megah morning market with mom around 6am to get food for tonight's dinner. The sky was still so dark but yet all the stalls were already opened. Except an Indian lady who promised that she will come at six because my mom booked some jasmine flowers from her. Everyone looked so busy! Every stall had at least one extra helper than usual. Finished buying, it was almost 7am and the Indian lady was not here yet. So my mom decided to get those flowers from SS2 instead of waiting for her.

The shops were not opened yet, the sky was still a little dark but we hardly can find any parking in SS2. Just like when you go there in a normal afternoon. So many people in the market! We do not want squeeze with other people, so headed home after we got the jasmine flowers.

2 days till CNY...

Finally, I can feel that CNY is coming. Went 'hor weng kei' at SS2 for lunch with mom n Jing, their 'wan tan mee' really roxX! yummy! Later, went into a frozen seafood shop which is just right beside the restaurant. What I used to think is that the price in a 'shop' will definately more expensive than those in the market 'stall'. My mom said the price is pretty reasonable, but surprisingly my mom said the price is pretty reasonable. So while my mom was choosing fish, me n Jing tried to be funny when we saw this frozen food, 'fat tiu cheong'(in cantonese), the first dish for most of the wedding dinners. We were thinking what would it called in english

me: God jump wall? eh no... God jumping over the wall.
Jing: No... fat is Buddha.
me: oh ya, so it's Buddha jumping over the wall.

Then we realised there's a row of english words under the chinese words, but it was covered by layer of ice(or whatever you call it). After I scratched of the ice, haha! Guess what we saw? it was "Buddha over wall"! ==''' They really direct translated it...

There were lots of people in SS2. Everyone's doing their last minute spring shopping. Especially those 'yuk gon' shops. The queue were so long, a shopkeeper of a fruit stall infront of savemart told us that the queue were this long since yesterday until 10pm at night! Look at these pictures I took.

rest in peace

To my dearest great grandma,

may you rest in peace. I'll miss you always...

love,
your great grandchild

a lost soul

I know it is not the end of the world and I know crying does not help either. But I just cannot accept it. Not at the moment. I need some time to calm down but I know I do not have much time.

This is the biggest failure in my life. It is so bad. What have I been doing for so long? I am so disappointed at myself, I am so useless. I have even let peoples who loves me down. I am so so so sorry. Almost everything is done and suddenly, just one more... Why?

I do not know which way I should go from this point. It is a really tough decision. A decision which will change the rest of my life. I am lost, I am lost in a maze looking for a way out. This way, no? Or that way?

Sometimes I ask myself, do I really want that? Is that really what I want? Or that is just because someone else wants it that way? Answer? I do not know...

selling books

Today went back Taylors to sell off all my A-Levels books. I was lucky because my books went off pretty fast. All were sold in 2 hours, except for a Biology past year book. Some of them were there since 7 something in the morning, and they still left with a few books when we "close shop" at 2 something. The price of my books were not very low tho, they were even higher than some of the others. I guess it's the quality of my books.

I realise I tend to be late for "outings" with my friends recently. I used to be one of the ealiest, I wonder why .Like today, I was supposed to reach college around 11:30am. But ended up I reached at 12pm >.<

生日快乐!

黄义达! 生日快乐! 哈哈! 好啦, 是以德, 对不对? 要不然就YI DE咯...
你一定是以为我忘了你的生日吧!
20岁咯, 大个仔咯, 生性啲咯~~~
在此祝你生日快乐! 心想事成!
A-LEVEL 考到好成绩!
卖书时才请你吃LUNCH!

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Happy New Year!

There goes year 2005, everything seems just happened yesterday. Time do flies huh... In less than 1 month time, we'll be celebrating chinese new year. Less than 20 days, A-levels result will be out. There are so many things that I still haven't done. I still haven't meet up with my primary schoolmates yet. I still haven't bring my mp3 to fix, I haven't watch "perhaps love", I haven't buy any new year clothes, I haven't buy shoes, coin bag, specs...etc... Ahh~~~ so many things to be done and yet, there's so little time. This is also why I gave up on looking for a part time job which I actually planned to get one early of holidays. Oh well, nevermind, I can work anytime I want after I graduated. Anyway, Happy 2006 to everyone! Have a great year ahead!