runny nose

i've been sneezing for the whole day
my nose is leaking >.< and i'm finishing half a box of tissue
i think i'm allergy to pollen =(

over indulgence

To distract myself from all those distressing incidents,
I tried not to think too much, I tried to be happy,
and I treated myself a retail therapy. >.< I bought a palette from Bobbi Brown. Something I always wanted to own, just like what my mom has =) I still remember she got it from inflight duty free shopping. look at this gorgeous, don't you love it too?




ok! now, no more shopping until me don't know when T_T
I think I shopped to hard @_@

Just another ranting post

time passes, people change
please tell me that I am the one that changed
these changes bother me alot, it hurts.
and disappointment slowly changes to anger.
how can they be so childish and inconsiderate?
yes, and I am losing respect on them.
J said that they are taking advantage on me
am I too nice? I really do not mind doing the job if everyone is happy
but sometimes they are just over the limit,
please do not take it for granted.

but I am glad that there is still someone who loves me,
cares about me, always be by my side, going through my ups and downs.
xoxo

so close!

omg... i just found out that the event where JJ is meeting up with fans club has been postponed to 20th dec!
I am coming back on 20th, but I won't reached till night time...
why larrrrrrr........... T.T
probably I should try to change my flight ticket.

studying?

lalalala... it's 1.45am
why am I here???
I'm suppposed to be studying right now
having a paper tomorrow afternoon...
go go go

Now

I'm missing home...
I miss dad, I miss mom, I miss my sisters.
I miss getting pampered, I know I'm spoilt...
I miss the attentions I get when I'm not feeling well.
I don't have much of their pictures with me now because my hardisk crashed a few weeks ago.

and this is the only family picture left with me right now =(

I love u all... xx