emo-ing

it's almost 2am now, i'm tired and sleepy but i can't sleep.
there are so many things in my mind now.
how i wish everything will be fine but i know it's not,
and the worse thing is that i can't do anything about it but just sit and watch.
i was very angry and pissed off and wondered how could all these things happened?
but what left now with me is just disappointment.
i am very very very disappointed with what had happens... very...

to my very very dear friend back in malaysia, i hope that you will get well soon. please remember that you always have your family and us, your friends supporting you. take care and stay strong!