Must it goes in this way?

I am feeling nostalgia which later on lead to emo-ing, after looking at some old pictures, browsing some friendster profiles, chatting with friends that rarely talk to them on msn. Really missed all the good old times, where we had nothing much to worry other than study, study and study. I am not saying that I do not have to worry for my studies right now, but being alone overseas, definately there are more stuffs that I have to concern with.

Every summer in Australia will be the time for me to come back, to see my family, catch up with friends and not forgetting some shoppings. Each time I come back, I will start thinking whether things will be the same, whether it will be better or worse, or, it is no longer there, gone? Especially this year onwards, I cannot stop myself but thinking that this could be my last time doing one thing and I will never get to do or see it again next year.

Everything seems to be so uncertain at this moment. Even for something that you were 100% confident, it could just change in the next second.