so close!

omg... i just found out that the event where JJ is meeting up with fans club has been postponed to 20th dec!
I am coming back on 20th, but I won't reached till night time...
why larrrrrrr........... T.T
probably I should try to change my flight ticket.

studying?

lalalala... it's 1.45am
why am I here???
I'm suppposed to be studying right now
having a paper tomorrow afternoon...
go go go

Now

I'm missing home...
I miss dad, I miss mom, I miss my sisters.
I miss getting pampered, I know I'm spoilt...
I miss the attentions I get when I'm not feeling well.
I don't have much of their pictures with me now because my hardisk crashed a few weeks ago.

and this is the only family picture left with me right now =(

I love u all... xx

It's November

1 assignment, 1 exam, 3 case studies and 0 class.

so fast... and exam is in less than a month's time
and then i'll head home to see my beloved family =)

MAS or QANTAS?
direct or transit?
expensive or cheap?

i have to learn to control over my emotion and not to stress too much...
i reckon that stress is the main reasons that contribute to my hives.
and i'll take your advise, not to worry with my hives.

stress->getting hives
getting hives->extra stress
extra stress->more hives
more hives->even more stress

it's a cycle, i shall keep that in mind.

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time to prepare for dinner, having guests over tonight and i'm cooking pan mee =P

Cavalier King Charles Spaniel

Look at them, they are so adorable!




I want one...

6 months = 1/2 year

blur me

Happy birthday David!
Hope you enjoyed the dinner last night and the cake with 'your face'! XD

Today's patho tutorial was at 11am. I was so tired and I couldn't get up from my bed. Thus, I decided to go for 1pm class instead. I woke up at 10, showered, packed my books, had my brunch, washed the dishes, had my medication, got everything prepared by 12pm. Then I walked to catch the bus at 12.15pm. I got there early, around 12.13pm, didn't miss the bus, everything seems to be running smoothly. BUT, just when I thought of getting my bus tickets from my bag, I realised that I forgot to bring bus tickets and purse! Damn! How am I going to get to uni without a ticket? and I have no money to buy one! Looks like I'll have to make up my class on Thursday because I won't make it for the bus even if I run home to take my purse. And, no point going to that class if I know I'll be late because it is only a 50mins tutorial. Hopefully I'll make it for Thurday's class >.<

blogging again, but i'm not emo this time

It's been a while since my last post.
Life has been great, couldn't have ask for more.
Uni is ok, last sem was alright, so I hope for the same for this sem too.
Work isn't that bad, I think I enjoy working in MINDA more than nursing homes. Topis with residents in nursing home always involve getting old and death. They always complain that they are getting weaker and all, which makes me feeling abit emo everytime after I finish work. But I know I've got no choice.
I'm no longer staying alone, I have a housemate now! ^^V renting a townhouse in the city and I have a balcony! I'm waiting for the arrival of spring so that I can sit there and have a cuppa! There's a slight change in lifestyle, got to get use to having another person in the house, got to remember to bring the bin out on a particular day because there's no more rubbish chute >.< sharing lots of things. No one is perfect, so I know we have tolerate each other.
It's been >5 months now, hope that everything will be fine in the future. =)
p/s: Hoc Mun, You're right, I think most of my inspiration for blogging come from emo-ness >.< What to do, I'm an emo person.

emo-ing

it's almost 2am now, i'm tired and sleepy but i can't sleep.
there are so many things in my mind now.
how i wish everything will be fine but i know it's not,
and the worse thing is that i can't do anything about it but just sit and watch.
i was very angry and pissed off and wondered how could all these things happened?
but what left now with me is just disappointment.
i am very very very disappointed with what had happens... very...

to my very very dear friend back in malaysia, i hope that you will get well soon. please remember that you always have your family and us, your friends supporting you. take care and stay strong!

total crazyness

The weather in Adelaide changed so drastically. Around two weeks ago, the heat was so terrible that temperature actually shot up to high thirties, reaching fourty degrees everyday since the beginnig of march. Due to the super duper hot weather and my poor room does not have air-cond, I lost my appetite and 3kgs in two weeks.

Now, the weather is like so cold that you must wear a jacket when you go out and sometimes you might need to on the heater at night because it is less than 10 degress. Oh well, at least when the weather is cold, it makes me feels hungry. So my appetite is back to normal Malaysian portion now and I am happy with it =).

I noticed that I only blog when I am under stress. I am such a lazy bum, why can't I just stop procrastinating and finish off everything early??? hmmm... off to continue with my hw now. ciao~~~

hang on there, just a week more to go!

why?

I don't understand.
seriously, don't understand.

Happy Chinese New Year!

新年快乐！
恭喜发财！
鼠年行大运！

the time is still moving

~20days more before leaving to the land far far away.
I have to fully utilise these 20days to catch up with what I have missed for the past whole month.
I still haven't meet up with my uncles, aunties and cousins that I haven't seen them for a year.
I didn't manage to go Singapore which I wanted so badly last year.
I failed to plan a trip with my friends.
and I still haven't meet up with a lot of my friends.
I haven't camwhore with Max.
I haven't taken enough pictures with my family and friends.
I haven't pack my luggage.
There are so many things that I haven't done, swimming, sevonders 21st bday, the beach, movies, karaoke-ing...
I haven't finish going through my notes for the last time and I am here, blog-ging
I just have a feeling that this summer will bring me regrets.

you wouldn't how much you treasure it until you lose it.

beach

i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach.

Must it goes in this way?

I am feeling nostalgia which later on lead to emo-ing, after looking at some old pictures, browsing some friendster profiles, chatting with friends that rarely talk to them on msn. Really missed all the good old times, where we had nothing much to worry other than study, study and study. I am not saying that I do not have to worry for my studies right now, but being alone overseas, definately there are more stuffs that I have to concern with.

Every summer in Australia will be the time for me to come back, to see my family, catch up with friends and not forgetting some shoppings. Each time I come back, I will start thinking whether things will be the same, whether it will be better or worse, or, it is no longer there, gone? Especially this year onwards, I cannot stop myself but thinking that this could be my last time doing one thing and I will never get to do or see it again next year.

Everything seems to be so uncertain at this moment. Even for something that you were 100% confident, it could just change in the next second.