In memories

I just realised that I do not have much pictures of you with me.
I so hate myself for not spending enough time with you.
I know no matter what I do, it would not change the fact that you are gone.

This is specially made for you.
Did you feel that?

The wind was really strong last night and kept blowing the candles off even they were placed in a plastic cup.

To Sharon and Ayumi: Thanks for helping me to complete them, thanks for lending me your shoulders and thanks for staying up the night with me. Love you girls!

why?

why did you leave without saying goodbye to me?

why did you leave without letting me seeing you for one last time?

what happened? what happened to you?

I'll be home in 2 months time, why didn't you wait for me?

And why none of you tell me about this!!!!!!

I have the right to know even I'm away from home!!!

even if I couldn't do anything, at least I know what is happening!

but I don't!

you made me down...... 

coma

my laptop is in coma state >.<

no more internet or watching drama until it is recover.

sigh~~~

爸爸妈妈

张栋梁 - 爸爸妈妈

恨不得快点长大
天下父母都这般期盼着我们哪
我们已健康成长
快来祈祷父母长命百岁呀
请记得要常回家看看爸爸和妈妈
简单的一顿饭他们也开心很久啊
随便聊一些话
或随意待在家
父母的伟大是从不要求我们报答

生活的压力真大
爸爸妈妈多苦也撑起了一个家
我的一点点挫败
说历尽沧桑仍微不足道啊
请给我多一点时间证明给你们看
请原谅我的能力有限还要努力呀
偶尔我没回家
或工作到天亮
偶尔你慰问的电话让我充满力量

请给我多一点时间证明给你们看
请原谅我的能力有限还要努力呀
偶尔我没回家
或工作到天亮
偶尔你慰问的电话让我充满力量

请记得要常回家看看爸爸和妈妈
简单的一顿饭他们也开心很久啊
随便聊一些话
或随意待在家
父母的伟大是从不要求我们报答
父母的伟大终我一生也难以报答
我们要把握时光来疼爱爸爸妈妈

Embodiment

disembodied me and it had just broken me into pieces. My mind and soul are detach from my body. I do not see myself as a whole now. I feel like my body is empty, my brain is not thinking, everything is not connected. This is what embodiment had done to me.

Am I speaking English?

Move!!!

Move Maddy, MOVE!!!
Sharon wrote this on MSN the other day >.<
I just cannot get myself started with my assignment which is going to due on next Monday, how?
and I really want to go for the Royal Adelaide Show with Natasha and Jacinta this Saturday.
I got to finish it by Friday then... but I have placement on Thursday and Friday, aiyaaaaaa......
MOVE MOVE MOVE!!!