runny nose

i've been sneezing for the whole day
my nose is leaking >.< and i'm finishing half a box of tissue
i think i'm allergy to pollen =(

over indulgence

To distract myself from all those distressing incidents,
I tried not to think too much, I tried to be happy,
and I treated myself a retail therapy. >.< I bought a palette from Bobbi Brown. Something I always wanted to own, just like what my mom has =) I still remember she got it from inflight duty free shopping. look at this gorgeous, don't you love it too?




ok! now, no more shopping until me don't know when T_T
I think I shopped to hard @_@

Just another ranting post

time passes, people change
please tell me that I am the one that changed
these changes bother me alot, it hurts.
and disappointment slowly changes to anger.
how can they be so childish and inconsiderate?
yes, and I am losing respect on them.
J said that they are taking advantage on me
am I too nice? I really do not mind doing the job if everyone is happy
but sometimes they are just over the limit,
please do not take it for granted.

but I am glad that there is still someone who loves me,
cares about me, always be by my side, going through my ups and downs.
xoxo

so close!

omg... i just found out that the event where JJ is meeting up with fans club has been postponed to 20th dec!
I am coming back on 20th, but I won't reached till night time...
why larrrrrrr........... T.T
probably I should try to change my flight ticket.

studying?

lalalala... it's 1.45am
why am I here???
I'm suppposed to be studying right now
having a paper tomorrow afternoon...
go go go

Now

I'm missing home...
I miss dad, I miss mom, I miss my sisters.
I miss getting pampered, I know I'm spoilt...
I miss the attentions I get when I'm not feeling well.
I don't have much of their pictures with me now because my hardisk crashed a few weeks ago.

and this is the only family picture left with me right now =(

I love u all... xx

It's November

1 assignment, 1 exam, 3 case studies and 0 class.

so fast... and exam is in less than a month's time
and then i'll head home to see my beloved family =)

MAS or QANTAS?
direct or transit?
expensive or cheap?

i have to learn to control over my emotion and not to stress too much...
i reckon that stress is the main reasons that contribute to my hives.
and i'll take your advise, not to worry with my hives.

stress->getting hives
getting hives->extra stress
extra stress->more hives
more hives->even more stress

it's a cycle, i shall keep that in mind.

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time to prepare for dinner, having guests over tonight and i'm cooking pan mee =P

Cavalier King Charles Spaniel

Look at them, they are so adorable!




I want one...

6 months = 1/2 year

blur me

Happy birthday David!
Hope you enjoyed the dinner last night and the cake with 'your face'! XD

Today's patho tutorial was at 11am. I was so tired and I couldn't get up from my bed. Thus, I decided to go for 1pm class instead. I woke up at 10, showered, packed my books, had my brunch, washed the dishes, had my medication, got everything prepared by 12pm. Then I walked to catch the bus at 12.15pm. I got there early, around 12.13pm, didn't miss the bus, everything seems to be running smoothly. BUT, just when I thought of getting my bus tickets from my bag, I realised that I forgot to bring bus tickets and purse! Damn! How am I going to get to uni without a ticket? and I have no money to buy one! Looks like I'll have to make up my class on Thursday because I won't make it for the bus even if I run home to take my purse. And, no point going to that class if I know I'll be late because it is only a 50mins tutorial. Hopefully I'll make it for Thurday's class >.<

blogging again, but i'm not emo this time

It's been a while since my last post.
Life has been great, couldn't have ask for more.
Uni is ok, last sem was alright, so I hope for the same for this sem too.
Work isn't that bad, I think I enjoy working in MINDA more than nursing homes. Topis with residents in nursing home always involve getting old and death. They always complain that they are getting weaker and all, which makes me feeling abit emo everytime after I finish work. But I know I've got no choice.
I'm no longer staying alone, I have a housemate now! ^^V renting a townhouse in the city and I have a balcony! I'm waiting for the arrival of spring so that I can sit there and have a cuppa! There's a slight change in lifestyle, got to get use to having another person in the house, got to remember to bring the bin out on a particular day because there's no more rubbish chute >.< sharing lots of things. No one is perfect, so I know we have tolerate each other.
It's been >5 months now, hope that everything will be fine in the future. =)
p/s: Hoc Mun, You're right, I think most of my inspiration for blogging come from emo-ness >.< What to do, I'm an emo person.

emo-ing

it's almost 2am now, i'm tired and sleepy but i can't sleep.
there are so many things in my mind now.
how i wish everything will be fine but i know it's not,
and the worse thing is that i can't do anything about it but just sit and watch.
i was very angry and pissed off and wondered how could all these things happened?
but what left now with me is just disappointment.
i am very very very disappointed with what had happens... very...

to my very very dear friend back in malaysia, i hope that you will get well soon. please remember that you always have your family and us, your friends supporting you. take care and stay strong!

total crazyness

The weather in Adelaide changed so drastically. Around two weeks ago, the heat was so terrible that temperature actually shot up to high thirties, reaching fourty degrees everyday since the beginnig of march. Due to the super duper hot weather and my poor room does not have air-cond, I lost my appetite and 3kgs in two weeks.

Now, the weather is like so cold that you must wear a jacket when you go out and sometimes you might need to on the heater at night because it is less than 10 degress. Oh well, at least when the weather is cold, it makes me feels hungry. So my appetite is back to normal Malaysian portion now and I am happy with it =).

I noticed that I only blog when I am under stress. I am such a lazy bum, why can't I just stop procrastinating and finish off everything early??? hmmm... off to continue with my hw now. ciao~~~

hang on there, just a week more to go!

why?

I don't understand.
seriously, don't understand.

Happy Chinese New Year!

新年快乐！
恭喜发财！
鼠年行大运！

the time is still moving

~20days more before leaving to the land far far away.
I have to fully utilise these 20days to catch up with what I have missed for the past whole month.
I still haven't meet up with my uncles, aunties and cousins that I haven't seen them for a year.
I didn't manage to go Singapore which I wanted so badly last year.
I failed to plan a trip with my friends.
and I still haven't meet up with a lot of my friends.
I haven't camwhore with Max.
I haven't taken enough pictures with my family and friends.
I haven't pack my luggage.
There are so many things that I haven't done, swimming, sevonders 21st bday, the beach, movies, karaoke-ing...
I haven't finish going through my notes for the last time and I am here, blog-ging
I just have a feeling that this summer will bring me regrets.

you wouldn't how much you treasure it until you lose it.

beach

i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach, i wanna go to the beach.

Must it goes in this way?

I am feeling nostalgia which later on lead to emo-ing, after looking at some old pictures, browsing some friendster profiles, chatting with friends that rarely talk to them on msn. Really missed all the good old times, where we had nothing much to worry other than study, study and study. I am not saying that I do not have to worry for my studies right now, but being alone overseas, definately there are more stuffs that I have to concern with.

Every summer in Australia will be the time for me to come back, to see my family, catch up with friends and not forgetting some shoppings. Each time I come back, I will start thinking whether things will be the same, whether it will be better or worse, or, it is no longer there, gone? Especially this year onwards, I cannot stop myself but thinking that this could be my last time doing one thing and I will never get to do or see it again next year.

Everything seems to be so uncertain at this moment. Even for something that you were 100% confident, it could just change in the next second.

review of 2007

2007 has almost comes to the end and it will be year 2008 in less than 48 hours.This was not really a great year for me compared to previous years. There were heaps of things that happened which I did not mention here. Even if I did, they were only about assignments and placements. They are many other things which I do not feel comfortable to express out here. That is why I do not blog very often here because I blog in another private blog and once in a while, in 'sevonders'.However, there are some 'happenings' that I missed out in previous posts. Just want to have a review of year 2007, to remember all the precious moments I had (and to throw all the bad memories into the trash!)


1. Celebrated New Year with my relatives at Cameron Highlands. I miss the steamboat and "lap mei fan" we had! and I miss all my cousins.
2. This is the last picture we took with gong gong before he got stroke just days to Chinese New Year.
3. Rain's concert in Bukit Jalil! which was a blast! =)


1. We had our 5 Petunia's little gathering at Sky cafe before everyone leaving the country again.
2. Chinese New Year! The most important event that I look forward every year. I still remembered we went to Neway after our usual family dinner.
3. Salina's Birthday, back to Adelaide in March: High tea + pizza + mahjong + stayover + yum cha on the next morning(dim sum in msia).


1. Picnic by Torrens River! Great people =P
2. Ayumi and Sharon's house warming. From authentic asian foods to typical western foods. You name it, we had it!
3. Kai Shen's graduation at Festival Centre. I just realise that there were 6 person in this picture but 3 of them had already left Adelaide.


1. I had my attachment with the Royal Flying Doctor Service in April! Great experience! Definately an eye opener for me and I had the chance to sit on beside the pilot seat while we were flying!
2. We had our road trip to Fleurieu Peninsula in April. It was really fun, I think we should have it again next year!
3. A gathering at Derek's house to celebrate Francis' Birthday.


1-3. My birthday! The first day celebrating it was on the 28th April at Chocolate Bean, second day was on the 1st May as a joint celebration with Shan's Birthday(2nd May). The last day was on the 4th May at Genki.


1. Rural Health Trip to Port Pirie and Port Augusta with Sharon.
2. Gwyneth's farewell in June. Miss having laughs with you.
3. I baked my own orange cupcakes in July!!! and they actually tasted good! >.<


1. A trip to Melbourne during July's winter break. I miss the feeling of walking at a new place and nobody knows you, enjoying those moments alone. Just alone.
2. My beloved Yi Jeh left Adelaide in late July. We took that picture when she was in the boarding room. >.<


1. A night to celebrate Malaysia's 50th birthday and to eat Malaysian food! =P
2. Royal Adelaide Show, starts on every first Friday of September. I still want to have a ride on sling shot if someone is willing to sponsor me. =)
3. This is the second Mid Autumn Festival I am celebrating without my family. It was/is hard... Afterall, I had celebrated it with my family and close relatives for 19 years.


1. The first fish that I grilled with my own recipe. 70%
2. BBQ at Margrette's place after we had our disaster OSCE.
3. It is summer time! Let's go to the beach babe!

It is going to be a brand new year, a brand new start!
Happy New Year Everyone! Happy 2008!

oh nooo~~~

I lost my template!!!!!!
waaa~~~
all my links are gone!
noooo......... T.T
ppl, please leave me your url.
my blog needs a major construction work... @_@